Bet I would.

I spent most of my life so far learning tactics to avoid attracting male attention to survive. I feel very sad because so many of the decisions I made, from what to wear to how much to work out to how hard to push myself in school to how much to flirt, were choices made to protect myself. I made those choices to not be too attractive, not too noticeable. Now that my bloom is leaving me, I wonder what I have been missing all these years, trying so hard not to be seen.