I definitely think the women who hate me the most are women who don't like themselves, and want me to hate myself too. They want to feel superior to me because I'm fat and disabled, and they tell themselves at least they're not as bad off as people like me, but I feel like I'm better off than they are because I like myself and I don't compromise my values for other people, and I'm not actually interested in being better than they are. They hate me for not following their script.