I have been healing for a long time. Every so often a man steps in and wants to fuck around and maybe be romantic friends ish or fuck but in an it’s complicated way that never ends well. When I say I’m messed up or still healing, guys don’t know how to take it, or they want to still see what they can get from the situation. They treat me like a child or try to save me instead of respecting me like an adult and listening to me and taking me seriously.

It’s cruel.